juz like da first day of spring..

well..look at da cherry blossom...

n da lil' squirrel among thr...

it's my desktop wallpaper...

da feeling it gives miee is nice...n cute..

da snowflake...

juz like da first day of spring...

u may feel da taste of sweetness...

coming along with The Great Wind..

and the sunlight..

i once thought that i need more things to enrich my life..

kept thinking that i din experience enough things...

  but after i hv tried smt out...

i can't believe that my life before was better..

expecting smt unreal...

it's a fake...

n now only i understand....

not all the things r pretty..

n i regret to chase after smt i din get to know well before..

it let miee down...

tears r juz the ugly clowns...

let the clowns be the Kings...

ruling ur sadness...

n occupied ur space, ur time..

kissing u gudnitez before u fall asleep in the night..

n giving u fake hope when the first beam of sunlight strike through ur window..

maybe giving up is better..?

n so i hv asked for it...

but my heart was too soft dat time...

my frenz can only watch miee from far...

they duno wat they can do for miee..

trying to make miee happy...

for the second time when the request had been asked for...

but not by miee anymore...

i gave a YES....

n now i'm trying to learn the art of memory...

leaving behind the unwanted memory...

so that even next time i c smt i din wish for...

maybe juz a few alphabets...

or a stupid visual..

i can still smile happily...

n now i think i'm getting near to it...

i juz need to be braver...

signing off with luv,

ming

~THE END~