2011年11月28日星期一

Be Positive

A lot of things running in my head now.

That day, my friend was very happy to tell me about her new bf.
^^
Oh, im so happy for u dear.
U worth it, u really do.
Thank you for telling me.




Recently is 'pampered' with lotsa assignments and work,
i feel kinda nausea towards these now.
Check this out,one of my slides for video of antimicrobe assignment:




I feel that myself is awesome *pui*
But it's still good to be positive right..


It's very hot in my room now,
i still feel cold around my shoulders,
i got goose bumps.


Human= weird
When u wanna walk forward, u feel like staying.
When u wanna stay at current position,
u feel like moving forward.


Sometimes, i wish to find someone to talk with me.
Many many things, and all of it is about me.
Just me, and someone will hold a big trash bin to hold what i have spilled out.
I missed those days with 3 of us.
We talked and talked,
and i can cried in front of u,
u won't disagree with anything,u said i'm right.
Ask me to put it down, even though i feel uneasy to cry in front of someone.
U make it alright.
I remember those days i cry under my blanket.
Wet my eye shade thoroughly.
I remember i walked out when we are watching Step Up using my lappie.
U both came out to see what happened to me.
Because of the sms.
I remember when i yelled at the phone in the midnight outside my room, 
she accidentally passed by and asked me why.
And it ended up with me crying aloud.
I remember she told me that a friend told her,
someone was having a talk with the gang.
I feel so weak.
And another friend, told me i will become crazy one day because of these.


 Now i know why i will feel cold and shiver while it's very hot in my room.
Sometimes, i feel scare.
After u wiped your tears for a several times,
u stop crying.
You don't know it is because the weather makes your tear evaporates too fast
or just now it is your imagination,
u just pictured yourself as crying.
I hope for the latter one.
But my cheek still feels wet.


I want to be positive.
A wish.

2011年3月27日星期日

=LOST=

I suddenly feel that even though everything is playing its part as you wish,
u will still hope for more
or wish for another thing.
 Do you ever believe that when there's something the Earth offers to you,
then we lost something else?
I prefer to use Earth rather than God in this case.
Earth raises us up.


We are playing on this ground,
until we are tired.
I'm writing this blog,
until i'm tired.
There is something playing under my scalp now..
Will the promise be the promise?
The real one?
Who cares if you have decided to follow your own way to find your true self?
But you just can't ignore the others whom you have promised.
You can't forsake them.
I'm forcing me to think in a good way.
Trying to be good.
Me, good enough, just to be good enough always.
By the way,I'm lost.
Sometimes you got what you want.
Then, you are scared.
Random, I'm scared.

2011年3月25日星期五

-Eager-

I had just unload all the words in the notes from my brain,
squeezing till the last drop during my dosage quiz.
recently lotsa quizzes..
and since don't know when,
i have been very lazy to update my blog,
maybe feeling weird to write about my feelings since last year.
I have changed, rf..remind me of 'polymorphism' or something like 'metamorphism'..
gosh, hard time? neh...
they are just past tense now...



Make a door,
chase them away..
let the new one in..=)
we are still young by the way.
me wana welcome a new one into my life..
^^
but i do not know i can catch up with the pace anot..
*blur*

-in love with a song-
it sang softly...
if the happiness is to be enjoyed by only one person, the happiness is only half..
who owns the other half?
 
cant wait for another update..
but without another miserable or real happy thing to write,
what for taking down these notes?


2011年1月10日星期一

lotsa things inside my mind


so,i'm having some struggle now in my mind,
and i'm coughing..
gosh...i din really drink cold beverages...
i mean not always...
sometimes i talk to myself,
and i think that i will go mad..
which really put me into the dilemma..
i got many faces...
i can stab someone from behind while smiling to them...
and we got a prom coming this friday...
and i'm not yet ready actually...
look...i'm really talking to myself...
sometimes when i am sad,
i even recall back all the stupid stories i had before...
looking forward for jimmy choo's ideas...
tell myself to stay healthy okie?













~THE END~


signing off with love,
ming
 

2011年1月9日星期日

2010年12月15日星期三

another nice day ^^

today, went out with this gang again...haha...
thx hee geok for fetching miiee~
actually her driving is considered smooth...
can u believe this....i'm her first passenger XD
pictures' time!
 




we went to sakae sushi for our lunch..
not our...but theirs....haha...
chuen wah ate the most!!
 





and we watched 'the social network'
boring to listen to them speaking non-stop like a bullet train at first...
especially the main character... 







but it's still a nice movie ^v^




~THE END~





signing off with luv,
ming 

2010年12月13日星期一

skating made me feel old....


it's been so long....one year!!!!
aih....just one year time....
and all of us forget how to skate...???!!!!
humor me.....T.t
and we saw younger children skating around us like wind...
god......what a shame of us standing there and watching them....
whatever.....
it's still fun..;)

 


 


 
my dear friends....
love ya all~ ^v^
it was after the skating...
so we looked sooo tired and our legs were sooo in pain....
bahaha....that's why my dad said...
use your money to buy the pain....ouchh!!



we had our lunch at 3pm !!!!
we didn't really feel hungry actually.....
 

dear all....this is one of my laziest n among the most cincai post i had ever posted up...
haha....still pain...T.t
but i alwayz love u all !!!!
next time still hang out....but dunwan skating anymore liao....
bahaha.....
and a little disappointing...
i was hoping gt leng zai come and teach me to skate XD
dream on ym.....





~THE END~





signing off with luv,
ming

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